Saturday, January 07, 2012
sigh.I am supposed to be extremely elated for the undeserved results I got.
and yet I'm already starting to worry about the future.
need to remind myself, if God can provide this miracle, his plan for me is gonna be good.
it's just that it's demoralising to see that getting a job at NatGeo is something that seems quite out of reach. first a few years of experience as a journalist/writer for some other magazine. plus knowledge of a few languages. and even after that, it's not confirmed that you'll get the job!
alternative route that does seem quite attractive is the travel itinerary planner/manager. I would have fun doing that too. probably get to travel once in awhile to settle admin stuff! :P
but I guess I have to learn to relax and see where God leads me.
the pressure from my dad to get a scholarship isn't helping ><
